Tuesday, September 22, 2009
There's nothing more that I hate then myself. I am entirely neurotic and when it comes to caring about people, i am getting too weary. I give all i can to whoever will let me & then they let me down by being selfish. I can only give so much. I just needed a goodnight call or something. I don't know why it matters. I'm needy and that's the problem. I need to feel you when you're not around.