an urge.

I think because I didn't get anything for my birthday besides a toaster and a hat; I am wanting new shoes and things I know I can't afford. It's dangerous because I want them so bad I'm almost willing to suffer financially for a pair of shoes or something.
I haven't done anything yet, spent any money. Yet, I want to so bad. I can't help it. These shoes are so cute and I hope Roger will buy them for me. ;)
As for him. I'm thinking about possibly relocating to Windsor once I finish up school. He'll be finishing up and it would be nice because I can find a job and he already has a really good job. He's promised he can take care of me and I could just move in with him and I know everything will be alright. He's perfect and I really need the luxury of being around him everyday. I can't handle not being able to see him sometimes.