I never want to be.

The past few days have been a solid blur. I've been hanging out with Gwen and Jacob a lot. They're the only people who seem to want to spend time with me, and i'm totally okay with it. We have fun hanging out in Gwens room just doing the usual. And I really, really enjoy their company. :)
I miss Nick a lot. We spent so much time together the past two months. He's busy, I'm busy and it just stinks because he's my favorite guy.
I didn't do anything during the day yesterday. I was depressed about things with Roger and the fact I can't control these things I worry about. I don't want to love him or care about him anymore. We both won't just... let go.
I'm going to spend the day working on some of my write ups and lab homework so i can feel productive and then figure out something to do tonight.
Maybe tomorrow Sebastian and I can go for a drive to Pismo Beach. I doubt anyone would want to come.
As for my life right this second:
I couldn't be any MORE excited for:
My hands are covered in glitter because of my favorite lotion: (My FAVORITE stuff ever.)
I would love this:
And I always Smell like this:
I love the dirty girl products, If i could afford to shop right now I would. shopping makes me happy. Just sayin'.
Anyway, I bought some:
I'm thinking of taking it to the studio and photographing it for fun. I don't know. it was just so cute ! There are so many pocky flavors !