oh

I suppose it was that awkward kiss we shared that may have made him stop liking me.
Or maybe i'm one of those girls I seem to know about so well. The one's that fall so hard for something and anything.
Honestly, I don't . Or at least I don't think I do.
When someone is saying such sweet, nice things to you. You tend to believe them and maybe even feel a little bit better about yourself as a person.
I guess I can do my job to avoid seeing you. And avoid thinking about you. It's sometimes just so hard because I remember those things you said to me... and now they are the ways you're drifting from me.
It's okay. Every person I've given myself a break from has always come back in one form or another.

I really just need to make friends over here. I don't even know how to make friends anymore.

No loneliness i've ever experienced can compare to this.