it doesn't matter what i say because it isn't important.
all i know is that I am awfully ill, and the news I got today is enough to make my head ache, and my body lose sleep. There's too much to do, and I guess I have to forget about time to myself, or time with anyone else. hopefully i get all of my assignments done so I can go to LA and hangout with Kelly. I really have to not worry about this. I have to hope things are going to work out. I have to hope, hope hope. I really can't do anything else.