I feel like I repeat myself a lot. I continually restate the same feelings in a different way. I can't say I'm proud of that, but the feelings seem to linger inside of me forever and ever. I can't seem to figure out what is missing. I'm secretly envious of these people who have what I am searching for. I feel like I am not socially "up to parr". I've missed out on so many things. I sometimes think I am proud of these things that I haven't said, done, or felt but then there's times where I feel like a complete idiot for being so far behind.
I've only kissed one person.
what's it like to not feel completely numb?
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