Monday, February 2, 2009

my heart. it hurts.

i don't know why i can't constantly be happy. I'm not happy but I am happy and I'm sad, but i'm happy and worried and can't handle anything that continues to go on. I think even if i did have the loan money i would probably still have these same problems.
I feel drained and alone. I really feel like i don't have anybody anymore.
I just want a phone call every once in awhile. I want someone to ask me how i'm doing, talk about things. Have a good conversation. I don't know. I just want to stop feeling so worthless.

Anyway, Lori said something nice. I thought i'd share it, so I don't forget it.

you are them the most talented person ... .like ever

Lori
you are just so talented that i can't believe people aren't paying you to come to school
10:10pmElizabeth
awe. well thank you
maybe i was good at our school
but theres so many better people than i
10:12pmLori
Better at different styles maybe but you are out of the ordinary
10:13pmElizabeth
well thank you lori
tha'ts really nice to hear
i've been having the hardest time
10:14pmLori
i can't even imagine..
i just love you girl..
when i get married you're gonna take my photos and get some cash money if we still talk then

1 comment:

Dorothy said...

i agree- you are very talented. don't forget it =]